how long shld i wait?...

it's already more than one week....couldn't understand wut he is thinking now..maybe he has made a decision?..n considering when to tell me..? likewise..=)..
currently,im unable to determine whether to end tis relationship..i do admit v hv had many good times n i do love him...the problem is does he love me as well?..actually me oso dont know whether how deep i love him..>.<...
thinks the same thing would be happening for tis yr valentine...v break up once b4...i did gave him an opportunity to find me bac on velentine day..but..he didnt..after tat, while i hv used to my single life, again he came into my life.....v together again..lol...how stupid am i?..i hv been suffering everytime when v fight bcuz of his ignorance?..childish...?game freak?....immature?..
However, tis would be the last time im suffering from tis kind of torture..dear,i love u..tis is the last time i tell u tis..And now, i'll be strong in facing everything after v break..as u cant imagine how strong am i....losing me is ur loss, i will prove it!

Ppl dun like u like tat la...

thought lots of things these few days..reasons tat i cant pursuade myself to talk wif u ..feels like teaching u how to be one's bf... i know,no matter how much i told u ,u'll never take it into consideration.... tis time, i would not telling u reasons, i would not argue wif u,i would not asking you to make any commitment bcuz i know it may not be operative even though i might desperately want u to change..
i cant tolerate u spent most of ur time for computer games,
i cant tolerate everytime when i was shopping, u do not hv tat patient to shop wif me(tats y im nunable to buy clothes while shopping wif u),
i cant tolerate u did not find me for whole day except the phone call b4 v sleep,
i cant tolerate u din care for me like wat i did,
i cant tolerate the way u speak to me, cant u be a bit more assertive?
i afraid to ask u buy stuff for me,i could understand u dont hv tat much money,y not u tell me 'dear, next time ok?'

对 不 起 。。

老公 ，对不起 。。我只是想要你在多关心我一点 ，好让我觉得我们是相爱的。。

new life

yoyo!! got my life during last weekend....finished pregress test ma..must relax one...keke...didn't touch any books at all...mostly spend my time wif sim...saturday went to sunway pyramid wif sim, jerene n zhen ye ^^..mega sales!!! take advantages of tis opportunity to get some new clothes....ultimately v went to catch up to buy t shirts..like tis shop so much... i bought 3!!!! wakakaka....another 1 i manage to buy in online fashion shop..>.<....hehe.....after shopping four of us go for steamboat at bandar puteri there...hmm..not bad la...quite cheap oso...10 bugs each...

guess how i spent my time after steamboat? haha..i forced sim, jerene n zhen ye go sunway club wif me.. eat so much, much keep fit a bit ma!!!! v went bac home to change clothes then go to club directly lo... sim managed to swim whereas girls went to gym!!! hehe..i burnt 100 calories leh...not bad not bad... v went sauna after gym...wao...relaxing...okay! go club every friday!! want to gam fei la...hehe..relax my mind as well...^^

at college now...haiz...alone~lonely~i m mr lonely~tats y got time to update my blog>.<..hehe...dunno teacher goin to distribute our exam paper or not...sure get low marks one... hmm..maybe high marks as well la...

tats all for today la...bye~

my blog still alive k!!!

phew~jz finish my progress test 1 for t3,t4,t5,t6...wao.. take 4 papers together leh...! quite geng edi lo...hehe*perasan*.. think t3 would get the lowest mark among 4 papers lo...haiz....but still can pass larh...btw, t5 wasn't as diff aas v expected la..as long as v did our revision well, to pass tis paper isn't a problem la.. hmm....chatted wif gareth these few days (msn & sms)..sense that he is actually a good guy la...diff from dexter them...hehe..^^he is quite humour but sometimes was a bit temperamental... besides, gonna to tell a news..dunno whether is a good or bad news....yea..i couple wif sim again...~i enjoy my life being a single...n i knew wat is freedom... but..my mum told me, it was hard to find a person who cares u n adores u... she told me her experience as well...about my father...married wif a gambler caused her to loss more than 100k... how best if v keep these amt of money then use for our education or get a better life?... in contrast, sim considers is a good guy lor...tats y i try to reaccept him... who knows wat will happen in the future? giv him a chance n giv myself a chance as well... try first k...if really cant match together, means v really not suitable for each other lo.... ~BEST OF LUCK~